Ronda 5th May 2020

Hello, Dad, Mom and I had a great visit on the phone yesterday. We talked about family history, who we are related to. Stacey found a amazing site, called Relative Finder. Mom and I had a terrific time, seeing who she was related to, who you were related to, we spent maybe 5 or 6 hours on the phone searching out this information. We found out that your related to Princess Diana, as well. Dad, Mom sure is a strong woman, to deal with the health issues, that she is dealing with. Along with all the family nonsense, it comes from every source, in this crazy family. At times I wish I weren't a part of this family, it can literally cause me to think that I'm going crazy. I struggle with my own issues, and think at times, it's just not worth fighting to live anymore. I see Mom's strength, then I know if she can endure, so can I. I love you so much Dad, it gets hard at times, because I trusted your advice. Things that you once told me, are really coming to reality. It's scary at times, if I think too much about it. This world is going to hell, I just hope that, we as a united world, can be strong, and get through these difficult times. I love, and miss you so much!